Girl, interrupted

I opened up Blogger 3 hours ago and this is the first sentence I've typed.

First of all, I don't know what to blog about. I don't feel like I have anything interesting to say? Then that makes me wonder, am I boring? Am I a freak? (yes) Why don't I have anything interesting to blog about? Why don't I do anything interesting to blog about? Should I blog at all? Should I write about nothing? Should I write about how I went through an entire box of Kleenex in 2 days? Is the sky really blue?

You know how those kinds of self-doubting questions can get away from you and form a little mind of their own. It's tiresome and self destructive.

Second, every time I've sat down to get something done today, I've been interrupted. Oh you need me to do something for you? Sure! Because I totally wasn't sitting here trying to do my own thing. No, you're right. What you're doing is more important. You're more important. No worries.

So how about I just write some bullshit about myself. Oh, I know! I was thinking about this last night! I'll write 3 things I've learned about myself this month! (side note: i was just interrupted again. sigh) I've actually talked before about how I think it's important to learn things about yourself. This still holds true. I think if you aren't growing as a person on a regular basis, you're doing something wrong. But hey, that's just me.

So, 3 things I've learned about myself this month..

Numba One

I chew gum when I'm stressed. All joking aside, I've gone through an embarrassing amount of gum this month. When I caught myself chewing gum IN THE SHOWER, that's when I knew things were getting a bit ridiculous. (interrupted again)

Numba Two

I'm attracted to green eyes. Someone asked me a week or so ago what my "type" was. I didn't really have an answer, so I just started thinking of all of the guys that I find attractive and started looking for similarities. It didn't matter if they were famous or just a hometown boy I know, 75% of them had green eyes. I have green eyes, so I sort of wonder if maybe that's why I'm attracted to them? Dark hair, green eyes.. sign me up. Seriously.

Jensen Ackles

Numba Three

I am a TV show junkie. Full disclosure, I sort of already knew this about myself, but it's gotten out of hand lately and I've realized how truly addicted I am to TV shows in general. I watch so many shows regularly. I own the DVD seasons of SO MANY shows. I'm contemplating getting help for my addiction.

I love reading guys, you know this. I've said it a hundred times. I carry my Nook around with me daily. But as much as I love reading, I love TV shows too. I also spend way too much time on my imdb.com app. It's a sickness. That's why I don't have any game apps on my phone. None. Because I choose to waste time on my imdb.com app or my Pinterest app instead of slicing fruit or guessing the word to match the picture. (interrupted again.)


So there you have it folks. A post about nothing important. (interrupted again) Maybe tomorrow I'll have something exciting to write about? Don't hold your breathe though, because I highly doubt it.

Now I'm going to publish this blog post before I get interrupted, AGAIN.